Friday, May 17, 2013

The Road

RevGalBlogPals are pondering life's journey and the rhythm of our lives this week.

One of my earliest memories is of my dad in a Triumph convertible steering with his knees as we wound our way down some twisty road. I don't know if it was in Salinas, California or Nashville, Tennessee or someplace else. We rode in the car a lot, particularly during moves between one west coast naval station and another east coast base. I especially remember not quite being big enough to see out the windows.
 
For the last five years, I have been on a road through seminary, hitting the occasional pothole or the hazard of an unmarked turn or a sudden obstacle, but also enjoying the long straightaways.  I know without looking at any odometer or official record that I have covered a lot of miles.

It would be easy to take this road and stick to the expressway, but like small towns forgotten in the shadow of the interstate or beltway, there are places I'd have hated to bypass. The most direct route between two points may be a straight line, but there's a whole lot of world to experience in the margins and hidden in backstreets and alleys.

It would be easy to name some of the people with whom I've traveled, but when I stop and think about the number of people who have traveled with me for not only a a period of months or years but even a morning or an afternoon, that list probably cannot be written because I'd never be able to name every person who has prayed for me and my ministry, for my family, or for the congregations where I have served or the seminary and professors who have guided my education.

What's even more challenging is to imagine, like a route yet planned or taken, where this road leads.  I don't believe for a minute that it ends with my degree completion in December. That's just one wayside on an even longer road.

The prayer I keep with me in this unknowing is from the Lutheran Book of Worship:

Lord God,
you have called your servants
to ventures of which we cannot see the ending,
by paths as yet untrodden,
through perils unknown.
Give us faith to go out with good courage,
not knowing where we go,
but only that your hand is leading us
and your love supporting us;
through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.

Thursday, May 16, 2013

Preacher's Corner in Eastertide

Each year in the three-year cycle of the lectionary  (the Revised Common Lectionary), many churches follow lessons chosen primarily from one of the synoptic gospels. In Year A, Matthew; in Year B, Mark; and in Year C, Luke. But in the Easter season,we are given the story of Jesus' ministry that we hear in the Fourth Gospel, or the Gospel of John. Here are sermons from the 2nd and 4th Sundays of Easter this year.

April 7, 2013
2nd Sunday in Easter (Year C)
Psalm 150
Acts 5:27-32
Revelation 1:4-8
John 20:19-31

Jesus commissions us to bear witness to the identity of God.

Listen Now 


April 21, 2013
4th Sunday in Easter (Year C)
Psalm 23
Acts 9:36-43
Revelation 7:9-17  
John 10:22-30 

God has given us to Jesus as part of the Good Shepherd’s flock; Jesus leads us out of lost-ness.

Sunday, April 21, 2013

Kyrie Eleison... Lord Have Mercy

In a week already marked by anniversaries of past tragedies like the 1995 bombing of the federal building in Oklahoma City, the shootings at Virginia Tech (2007) and at Columbine High School (1999), as well as the 1993 shootout in Waco, Texas, we witnessed more death and destruction and, while my community is hundreds, if not thousands, of miles from the tragedies that struck this week, I felt called to say the following to the people who gathered at St. Mark's Lutheran Church in Asheville this morning for Good Shepherd Sunday. The Gospel text was John 10:22-30.




When I was growing up, my parents’ generation could remember where they were when they heard that President John F. Kennedy was shot and killed.

For me, the first event that I remember in that way is the explosion of the Space Shuttle Challenger in 1986.

A litany of unthinkable events have happened in the years since then.

Like it or not, these incidents become waymarkers in each of our lives, like blazes on a footpath or buoys in a channel.

When new news of death and destruction hits us, like it has this past week with the bombing at the Boston marathon,
the explosion of the fertilizer plant in Texas,
the earthquake in China’s Sichuan province,
we freshly mourn the loss of lives
and try to find our true north, to regain our equilibrium,
wishing our cries of “Enough” and “Never Again” were sufficient.
But somehow, they aren’t,
and now, here we stand together again,
lost and disoriented,
deeply grieving for the hurting world around us.

We all react differently to these experiences.
Some of you may be able to neatly categorize these events as the stuff of history
while others have heard or seen so much in your lifetimes that you numbly accept yet another tragedy,
while for others, each new tragedy is a sharp jab to your gut
as the memory of “where you were when you heard” rushes back and knocks the wind out of you, all over again.

Poet Mary Oliver suggests yet another reaction, writing,
“Read one newspaper daily …
And let the disasters, the unbelievable yet approved decisions, soak in…
What keeps us from falling down to the ground…?”(1)



Indeed in today’s Gospel, I think we are called to fall down
called to admit that in this broken and hurting place, we can do nothing apart from God,

called to kneel before God and confess Jesus as Messiah – the Risen and Living Christ who died to restore us in relationship with God – 

and called to stand and follow him,
as our Good Shepherd, confident in God’s love and care for each of us.



Speaking to a Jewish audience, Jesus takes the image of the Good Shepherd,
a familiar image known to them through the prophets Ezekiel (34; 22:27), 
Zephaniah (3:3) and Zechariah (10:2-3, 11:4-17),
an image that compared the unfaithful leaders of Israel to bad shepherds who consigned their flocks to the wolves,
and tells them, "Look again!"

Recalling the promise of a future shepherd,
a good shepherd, who will gather God’s people as one flock,
Jesus says,
“Look around you! I am the Good Shepherd. My sheep hear my voice, I know them and they follow me.” God has fulfilled God’s promise to Moses, to David, to Israel!

God has given God’s people – us – a good shepherd who gathers us into one flock,
one community of followers who know Jesus.

We don’t just know his genealogy or where he was born; in John’s Gospel “knowing” is not just a “head” matter, but a “heart” matter. Knowing is not just an intellectual task; “knowing” is “believing” – God’s people believe Jesus is the Messiah and follow him.

And not only has God given us a good shepherd;God has given us to Jesus.
Just as a shepherd knows the flock in his care, Jesus knows each one of us –
the good, the bad and the ugly. 

Jesus knows us in our anger, our hurt, and our tears.
And Jesus knows us in our generosity, our mercy, and our joy.

We know his voice – his Word comes to us through Scripture. Psalm 23 tells us

“Even though I walk through the darkest valley,
   I fear no evil;
for you are with me;”

His Word gives us assurance of his presence and reminds us of his promise:

that we will have eternal life – that death will not have the last word;
that we are held in God’s loving hands – no one and nothing can snatch us from God;
that God is greater than the evil we see perpetrated;
that God is greater than the powers and principalities that try to separate us from one another and from God.

And so, we follow him. United as one flock, our waymarkers are not the tragedies that we experience in our lives, whether they make the news cycle or not.

Our waymarkers are God’s commands to love God and our neighbor. Jesus, the Good Shepherd, leads us in God’s ways and keeps us on right paths.



Reassured by God’s steadfast promises in a world violently shaken by the brokenness of human sin and by death, we walk “on the rough ground of uncertainties”(2) ; we claim God’s love, grace and forgiveness and confess Jesus as Messiah.

In a message shared Friday night, Bishop Mark Hanson told us, “There are no God-forsaken places and there are no God-forgotten people….”(3)  We may be “washed in life’s river”(4), but we are baptized as God’s children; our Shepherding God knows each one of us by name and loves us and cares for us.



Let us pray. (4)

O Lord, our Shepherding God, come close to us now
Come near us in our time of need.

Guide us with your voice,
Help us to listen and follow no matter where you lead.
Help us to trust you.

Shepherding God,
thank you for your son who laid down his life for those who follow him and for those who are not yet in the fold …

We pray for those who don’t know the shepherd. We pray that by our actions and our reaching out into the community, they may come to know you.

Shepherding God,
Guide us with your love and renew us with your peace. Amen.



Notes:
(1) excerpt from Mary Oliver, “The Morning Paper” in A Thousand Mornings
(2) excerpt from Mary Oliver, “A Thousand Mornings” in A Thousand Mornings
(3) ELCA, http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x2q4IuPQcow&list=PLC4E2E3CA2B79AA24&index=1
(4) excerpt from William Blake, “Night”
(5) excerpt from Abigail Carlisle-Wilke, "Sunday Prayer for Easter 4C", RevGalBlogPals, http://revgalblogpals.blogspot.com/2013/04/sunday-prayer-for-easter-4c.html

Thursday, April 11, 2013

Lent and Easter in the Preacher's Corner

Hearing the Gospel fully means engaging all the senses, fully participating in the Body of Christ. In Holy Communion, we "taste and see that the Lord is good." For Lent, the Rethink Church photo challenge opened our eyes to the places where we see God around us, while we continued to read the Word and hear it proclaimed in preaching on Sundays in worship. Here are the sermons I preached during Lent and Holy Week: "Whoever has ears, let them hear what the Spirit says to the churches." (Rev. 2:29)

February 24, 2013
2nd Sunday in Lent (Year C)
Genesis 15:1-12, 17-18
Psalm 27
Philippians 3:17-4:1
Luke 13:31-35
Listen Now

March 17, 2013
5th Sunday in Lent (Year C)
Isaiah 43:16-21
Psalm 126
Philippians 3:4b-14
John 12:1-8
Listen Now

March 28, 2013 
Maundy Thursday and First Communion (Year C)
Exodus 12:1-4, (5-10), 11-14
Psalm 116:1-2, 12-19
1 Corinthians 11:23-26    
John 13:1-17, 31b-35
Listen Now

Thursday, April 4, 2013

Post-Resurrection Life

The last week of Lent and the passion and worship of Holy Week are almost a week behind us already. I am grateful that in the midst of it, I found space to be quiet and attentive, but before the drama and intensity of those days recedes completely, it's important for me to note how the Lenten disciplines drew to a close.

In addition to these two words that I documented - Help and Cup - the last week of the Lenten photo challenge focused on these words: Home, Alone, Restore, Blessed, Rejoice and Light, Far and Roots.While I failed to keep up with the daily challenge of seeing these words manifest in my day, participating in the community of folks reading the blog from Rethink Church, looking for ways to connect with others, and being attentive to the distinct forty days of the season were important parts of my experience of Lent this year.

Help
"God grant me the serenity..."

Cup
My first First Communion chalice, created for my internship site for Maundy Thursday:
"Do this in remembrance of me."



Now into the fifty days of Easter where we celebrate the resurrection of Christ and the victory of life over death and light over darkness, I hope that my post-resurrection life and ministry will be marked with as much anticipation, reflection, celebration as those earlier forty days. Life can not just move ahead day-by-day unchanged by the events of Easter. Christ is Risen, Indeed. Alleluia, Alleluia!

Friday, March 22, 2013

Week 5 of Lent

Day-to-day busy-ness, ACC basketball and March Madness marred my engagement with the actual photograph-taking for the Photo-a-Day challenge for Lent as we went through the fifth week, but taking time to catch up, at least on the reflection, if not the images, brought me into Scripture with greater attentiveness, so maybe that's ok.

Go
Am I as eager to go wherever God leads as my ball-chasing Labrador?



Temper 
"Do not be like a horse or a mule, without understanding, whose temper must be curbed with bit and bridle, else it will not stay near you.  Many are the torments of the wicked, but steadfast love surrounds those who trust in the LORD.  Be glad in the LORD and rejoice, O righteous, and shout for joy, all you upright in heart."
Psalm 32:9-11, NRSV
Surround
"…do not be afraid of them, and do not be afraid of their words, though briers and thorns surround you and you live among scorpions; do not be afraid of their words, and do not be dismayed at their looks, for they are a rebellious house. You shall speak my words to them, whether they hear or refuse to hear;..."
Ezekiel 2:6-, NRSV

New
How is the new thing that God is doing both fragile and life-bearing, and sometimes hidden from us?


Rise

"You shall love the LORD your God with all your heart, and with all your soul, and with all your might. Keep these words that I am commanding you today in your heart. Recite them to your children and talk about them when you are at home and when you are away, when you lie down and when you rise. Bind them as a sign on your hand, fix them as an emblem on your forehead, and write them on the doorposts of your house and on your gates."
Deuteronomy 6:5-9, NRSV

Dream
"…this is what was spoken through the prophet Joel: 17 'In the last days it will be, God declares, that I will pour out my Spirit upon all flesh, and your sons and your daughters shall prophesy, and your young men shall see visions, and your old men shall dream dreams. 18 Even upon my slaves, both men and women, in those days I will pour out my Spirit; and they shall prophesy."
Acts 2:16-18, NRSV

Beloved
"Do not worry about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God.And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.Finally, beloved, whatever is true, whatever is honorable, whatever is just, whatever is pure, whatever is pleasing, whatever is commendable, if there is any excellence and if there is anything worthy of praise, think about these things." 

Philippians 4:6-8, NRSV
 

Sunday, March 17, 2013

Lessons from Mary of Bethany

Disclaimer: Because this is a sermon, it's longer than my typical blog post. For that matter, it's longer than my typical sermon, but it was really, really important to me that people hear that every one of us is a disciple, not just the seminary student, the pastor or the Sunday School teacher or college professor, and for that matter, not just the people sitting in the pews this morning.Christ died for us all and his death is triumphant over everything else. Let's risk our lives looking like that is true.

Who are Jesus’ disciples? How many are there?

Okay,…those are trick questions. The Gospel accounts of Jesus’ life and ministry tell us stories about the twelve who he gathered close to him, but every one of us is a disciple of Jesus.

Each of us is included in God’s infinite grace, love and forgiveness and
invited to follow Jesus and learn about the Kingdom of God,
invited to imitate his life in our relationships with one another,
invited to be in relationship with the hurting world around us..

The promise of the gospel is that discipleship is for everyone.

The story of the anointing of Jesus is in all four Gospel accounts; in Luke’s Gospel, it’s earlier in Jesus’ ministry but in three of the Gospels, including the Gospel of John that we read today, it is sandwiched between statements about killing Jesus and about killing Lazarus.[i] And only in John’s account, the anointing happens just before the story of Jesus entering Jerusalem that we will hear next week.

The story centers on just three people:
1)      Jesus, who has come from Ephraim, north of Jerusalem, where he had been with his disciples is now in Bethany, some two miles outside Jerusalem, at the house of Mary, Martha and their brother Lazarus whom Jesus raised from the dead. 
Ironically, that life-bringing event convinces the religious leaders in Jerusalem that Jesus must die and they begin to plot to kill him. But here, he is among friends.

2)      The second person is Mary of Bethany, who is loved by Jesus and believes in him;

3)      and third, there’s Judas, who is one of the twelve closest to Jesus, who is revealed as the ‘devil’, a thief and a betrayer.

Through her actions, Mary shows us what discipleship means – what it looks like to experience the fullness of life through believing in Jesus.

Unafraid of looking foolish,
Mary sits on the floor at Jesus’ feet, surrounded by a room full of people,
her hair is loosened and she is  pouring perfume on Jesus' feet,
filling the house with a scent that is something between mint and ginseng.

Unafraid of getting hurt,
Mary doesn’t stop to think what others will think. She doesn’t reason out the pros and cons, and evaluate whether she might be able to use the perfume another way. It is true that the perfume was so precious that its sale could have fed and clothed many – so no, this was not an efficient choice that maximized the possible returns, but in anointing Jesus’ feet, Mary makes a faithful choice, and shows her own vulnerability, and Jesus affirms her choice, telling the others, “Leave her alone.”

Unafraid of making others uncomfortable,
Mary makes an extravagant sacrifice, with an ease or willingness that makes at least one of the guests squirm. Have you ever shrunk back at an unconventional display or outpouring of faith, love or service?

We only hear his question about providing for the poor, but Lazarus sounds a lot like a sibling tattling on a brother or sister…. “Can you believe what she’s doing? What a waste, how foolish…” Mary wasn’t acting against Judas, she was acting faithfully toward Jesus.

Unafraid of consequences,
Mary carefully and intimately anoints Jesus,
honoring him as king and Messiah, and preparing his body for death on the cross.
She isn’t acting blindly. She knows what she’s doing. The resurrection of her brother Lazarus prompted the religious leaders to decide Jesus cannot live, and at the end of today’s Gospel, they decide Lazarus will need to die, too, because of his witness. But she takes the risk anyway, making her adoration and gratitude public.

Unafraid of conflict,
Mary speaks out, not with words, but with her actions, confident that she was acting faithfully.
How much easier would it have been for her to do something else, to help serve the meal, to stay on the periphery, and to let someone else be the model disciple?

Reflecting on this story of the anointing of Jesus, what are we afraid of?
What makes us more like Judas, and less like Mary?

 “Why are we so concerned with what other people think?”[ii]
How often do we hide our vulnerability, act with indifference or play the skeptic?[iii]
What happens when we let fear drive our decisions and actions?[iv]

We cheapen the cross.

Basically we say to God, and to those who see us as Christ in the world,
that Jesus’ death on the cross wasn’t enough,
that we don’t really believe that God’s love is sufficient to overcome our fears.

But on the cross, and in his resurrection, Jesus heals our brokenness, life overcomes death, and God’s grace, love and forgiveness are ours.

Not through any understanding or strength of our own,
Not because we don’t sound foolish,
Not because we play it safe,
Not because we don’t rock the boat,
Not because we don’t risk being chastised or criticized,
Not because we take the path of least resistance.

And you know what is even more radical?  God’s grace isn’t limited to the ones who get it right.

In a world that is quick to label and judge, Judas is clearly the un-redeemable villain. I’m not excusing his crime or his betrayal.

Clearly, he doesn’t get it. He doesn’t understand what Mary is doing.
Whether he is greedy and wants to steal the money for himself,
or whether he is merely self-conscious, he is turned in on himself,
and his own worries and questions,
instead of turning toward Jesus.

But discipleship is learning how to live in the grace of God despite our brokenness.[v]

Discipleship is for everyone,
regardless of what has broken us and our relationships.

God’s extravagant and abundant grace is for each one of us, for me and for you, redeeming and cleansing us from all unrighteousness.

The promise of the gospel is that discipleship is for everyone and watching Mary, we can see what it looks like.

It is Understanding Faith as a joyful relationship with God where we are invited to learn about the Kingdom of God.

It is Practicing Faith – in worship and outreach and learning and fellowship –
by living in relationship with each other and learning to imitate Jesus’ life in our own lives as best as we can.

It is Sharing Faith – through our lives with people inside this congregation and in our community – being with the hurting world around us and not being afraid to be vulnerable with others.

When we model our lives on the lives of people in Scripture like Mary of Bethany, we become living examples of Christ in the world, sharing God’s extravagant love with the world.


[i] Exegetical Notes by Brian Stoffregen
[ii] Rob Bell, NOOMA “Name”
[iii] Bill Blankschaen, “5 Reasons We Choose Not To Speak Up”, http://www.ronedmondson.com/2013/03/5-reasons-we-chose-to-not-speak-up.html (accessed March 14, 2013).
[iv] ibid
[v] Mike Breen, Building a Discipling Culture, Chapter 1